maybe he shouldn't have said anything. jola; jayandlola; aqra +3 more # 7. callumhighway benmitchell ballum eastenders gay fanfiction. Then Lex and Ben dragging a reluctant Callum in to dance with them. Trigge Ben is heartbroken about Sharon not allowing Ben to go to the funeral. I don't know how good this is but here you go! , everyone in this fandom is insanely talented but i want to show some love to some favourites: @oceandawning i'm not overexaggerating when i say 3am rush is an absolute masterpiece. High-quality materials, elaborate craftsmanship and multipurpose design, this is the most important pursuit of S-ZONE; providing bags varied from casual to professional, from leather backpack purse to laptop tote bag, from crossbody phone purse to duffel bag. A new story from yours truly. You're such a brilliant story teller, please always keep writing . back hugs because yes!!). I normally like fanfiction a lot but I think because Ballum is on-going with so many ups and downs situations , I might be too distracted with the plots to fully embrace the beautiful stories out-there. they say karma is a bitch. For me it was when Ben kisses Callum on his cheek, Callum raised his left hand like he was hugging Ben's hip back, the little smirk on Ben's face, then Ben let down his hand, accidently touched Callum hand but Callum held it, Ben stroke his thumb on Callum's hand like he wanted to hold Callum hand too , the look bettween them and the way Callum didn't . Callum is a soap star actor that be asked on this years strictly. About US. Bronze Member. im really really sorry its like 11;30 that im posting this - im hopeless i know - but hey, it's me, . 4,347 1,484. 17 Jan 2023 15:52:43 ben has had quite a few christmases in his life; 24 to be exact. Callum and Ben return to the place where they first fell in love to celebrate a special anniversary. rating: teen and up And generally soft Ballum, I live for this relationship, so unique. Thinking about all the special moments theyve shared, the hurdles theyve faced and how far theyve come since their previous trips to this place, helps them make some important realisations; about what parts they want to play in the future on and off screen. Iconic. callum doesn't really have an answer, but they don't need one. Post Jan 05, 2021 #190 2021 . summary: callum's first pride out of the closet goes better than he could have dreamed. However a chance meeting whilst out running turns their whole worlds upside down. Its my attempt to tie up loose ends, deal with plot anomalies & generally try to work out how disparate scenes could have linked. I've added character tags for the few characters I definitively identify in Chapter 1; others will remain anonymous until they identify themselves definitively further on in, at which time I will tag them too. Do you not post things that are about authors you don't like or something? The water mark is one of my insta accounts. Callum reassures him saying everything will be ok. I've talked about toxic fans before with EastEnders.However, now that Ballum (Ben & Callum) are having actual real relationship . he's gay. from a strictly au to a guardian angel au and they are all brilliant @thefancyspin i think one the first ballum fics i read was 'the chord change' and TO THIS DAY it is still one of my favourites. Significa: Leitor Neutro de Gnero! . And soft Callum, but this one we're getting much often. four strange visitations change all that, and might change him, too. Ben Mitchell, a travelling horse dealer, is in desperate need of shelter when he comes across The Sun Inn hidden in the wilds of the Yorkshire moorland. You dont have to 'Im sure. length: 13k Take later. over the month, he has twelve presents to give to callum, all leading up to the big day. I decided to do a story from the scene off eastenders when Ben and Callum had their fist kiss. im not sur if well get the boyfriends chat anymore, not with people already referring to them as boyfriends! This is imagined Ballum-related scenes that take place around those screened. Typically, it means that the writer is going to use they / them pronouns. Thank you to everyone who has been commenting and leaving kudos, youre all superstars and keeping me going! as they prepare to start this amazing new chapter in their lives together in which their family and friends old and new were coming to walford to witness, all they needed now was to say "i do". Theres so many guys on Grindr all around London (I believe, I dont have any experience nor experienced friends when it comes to the London Grindr) not even mentioning Prince Albert. this was phils problem and it should have never been up to ben to deal with keanu, but that mentality that was ingrained into his head since he was a child you protect your family is what has driven him to do the unimaginable. He loved being the little spoon. Jan 26, 2022. Just here thinking about how much Ben and Callum look at each other with so much love and they probably know theyre in love or maybe they dont but those looks, everyone can see theyre smitten for each other. Happy Im out, happy I get to be myself, happy Im here with you 'as you should be. And kudos to the very last statement youve made. I maybe Dying but I will always be with you. It makes sense, Bob, think about it.' has no idea how talented she is. Have a nice day/night! His forehead glistens with a light sheen of sweat. i posted all the asks i received until about an hour ago, then i went for a walk because i needed to get of the house - and now ill post the ones that ive received since! Work Search: What if Chris and Paul had died the same way, at someones hands, and their murderer was still at large? Fillers for when the boys are absent from our screens, contemplating what they might be getting up to, or interpretations of what wider motivation was behind the existing scenes. After Bens run in with Lola in the cafe, he starts drinking again. Can Callum save his husband from himself. feel free to use any of these! LesleyJane. However a chance meeting whilst out running turns their whole worlds upside down. My take on Ben and Callum wanting to start a family. Thank you to all of you though- your fics have provided me with some light in a dark time. Coming back to everything Maxs Ben ever said about Paul (Im basing mostly on this), Paul was the only person in Bens life who gave Ben this affection. I decided to do a story from the scene off eastenders when Ben and Callum had their fist kiss. If you're struggling right now (like Ben), remember that it's OK not to be OK. There are people you can talk to. Changing there world upside down. What does Y While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. They agree. what better way to combine those things than going on a trip up north together between christmas and new years eve. ), Oh Im sorry for making you cry :( but I wrote a few, I have yet to go to my first pride so it might not be accurate. im wondering if anyone could do a #lucifer #deckerstar inspired fanfiction for #ballum.Aka two police detective co-workers who fall in love with each other and have their ups and downs . How fervently theyve touched each other, how urgently and without question. Callum PTSD One Shot by Kayleigh. Ben shuts out the world on his wedding day, but there's one person he can't hide from. Loving kitten Ben rubbing himself against totally oblivious Callum.also Ben's little lip biting action is just so hot.. . if you think about it, theyve been a something since may/june time and they took everything between then and now very slow! but in group therapy, he meets ben a broody, sarcastic troublemaker that seemingly everyone in town warns him to stay away from. Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply An Alternative to how Callum found out about Bens Rape. And here we are, 2023. Will follow some timelines and characters but its about the attraction between two beautiful souls. So then I end up leaving nothing. which is just shit of me. Any characters confirmed to be leaving after 01.01.23 in real-life will not be applicable to my version of the show. Chapter five of my Ballum AU where Callums got anger management issues and Ben is a manipulative bastard, plus the usual residents of Albert Square all live inside a tower block together. Callum reassures him saying everything will be ok. A one shot chapter covering a small basis of Callum with PTSD. He was told something awful yesterday and did not want to face the world today. ballumfic. Completed. i see your face in people i don't know by callumsmitchells/@callumsmitchells ', It's Valentine's Day. ben comforting callum when he feels guilty and talk of the future (feat. Earlier this week I finished writing chapter nine, putting the fics total word count up to 41k words! What happens now? But did he find out too late. baby im right here, im trying to make it clear that getting half of you just aint enough by halfwayinit/@halfwayinit Will follow some timelines and characters but its about the attraction between two beautiful souls. I do my job well, Mr Mitchell, Callums head lifted, pulling his suit jacket back to show a firearm tucked away, and for the fighting, Ive got assistance, another smile, this time more confident. Most of the time trying to escape from things they find too difficult to deal with. Ben has thought about it but he didnt want to pressure him, Are you sure Callum? ao3 is for fan fiction and I'm a Clayden fan, this is fiction, and is for fans. (feb 2023)Addressing bens intimacy issues because the show still hasn't! Can their fragile connection survive against the judgement of their community? 896 Takers Personality Quiz. An Alternative to how Callum found out about Bens Rape. Language: English Words: 12,040 Chapters: 7/8 Kudos: 13 Hits: 903; Birthday boys gift by 9Hinch Fandoms: EastEnders (TV), EastEnders (TV) RPF . Hot New # 1. Ben's constantly being attacked by his anxiety until he meets someone who might be able to turn things a Hi everyone Callum and Ben have been running in one way or another, their whole lives. Both are forced to face some truths about themselves, things theyve never had the courage to before; teaching them there are certain things you cant run away from no matter how hard you try. They look at each other like theyre the only people in the room, like theyve hung the moon and its beautiful. An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works Love the AO3 Ballum content. But the longer they spend together, the more they find they have quite a bit in common. #fanfic writer appreciation day #ballum fic. Thanks to anyone whos has read so far. Just when you think you have this thing called "Life" figured out, something comes speeding, out of control, and crashes into you. but does he know the anonymous man? 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